The art of looking sideways, a new way of thinking.

Merry Christmas all, I hope this blog finds
you all well.

The box. What is it?

The box is only 2 by 4 and is also known as
the zone a place where a lot of thinking and good ideas have been generated. It
has also lead to many ways of thinking, the way of thinking inside the box,
outside the box and more brilliantly the idea of what is this box any way.

Also the box is used to hold many things some
that will never see the light of day again, others hold ideas crafted by men, and
there are also boxes that hold gifts and presents for friends and family also
for lovers and the one you love.

Sometimes boxes hold things that we want to
keep safe things that we have collected and things that mean things to us, like
keeping your heart in a box to make sure that it does not get damaged and so
that you cannot get hurt by someone or something.

The idea of thinking outside the box is an
art but there is then the idea of what is the point of the box anyway, the box
is just something that the mind uses to limit the potential of idea making. Then
if you remove the idea of the box then there is nothing that can stop what you
can do.

In life if u look at a problem from
straight on then it seems daunting but if you look at something from the side
then it looks different, but in the end everything looks the same when you complete
the task.

The heart does not see things from head on
or the side it is different it teaches us to love and let someone get close and
in the end they will reward you but you have to wait sometimes for this to
happen but then on those rear days of the year everything comes clear and we
all find what where looking for in the end.

Till later I’ll see you on the battlefield.

Love and in memory of.

I’m sorry I said I would expand on an idea but this is in memory
of James Ashton, the biggest influences on my life to date. You will always be
in my heart and I will always re member what you have taught me. As well as
giving me chances to get some things off my cheats.

There is much that I have been through in the past few weeks
and months, the thing that has kept me going is love but at times it has felt
like I’m not loved but I am loved the ones that I love may not always show it
back but they do love me.

In life and love there are many things that can be fun as
well as new ways that you can make things more enjoyable, but as we all
continue in life we take risks and just one day you take the risk that makes everything
better for you because they say yes or they stop and listen to what you have to
say in an attempt to make everything better and what I have to say back. This is
not because I love you and what to sleep with you and date you but because of
the friendship we have and I hated keeping the truth from you but now you do not
want to know.

Love leads us down many paths some leads to marriage, some lead t
being good friends, others lead to two people being friends with benefits then
there are just some roads that lead to the comment “I shoot” and in the end you
end up in the arms of the one who you love and they end up in your arms or tallest
you are talking again but love makes the world go around and we all find the
one we love in the end it might not be a straight line but we all get there in
the end.

I have a few more ideas I will expand on in my next report.

Till Later I’ll see you on the battlefield.

Living forever is easy, living with yourself forever now that’s hard.

This is quite short but it has taken me some time to wright not because I have been busy but I have struggled to put down in words what I want to say. Hope it’s been worth the wait.

There are so many ways in which to hurt someone but you seem to be able to do it best and make it hurt so much yet after a time like most things it gets better and hurts less.

As we have all seen this week the outcome of most of the things that we all want to go well very really do and then the things we don’t want to go that well and will always work out not how we want them to. But with that we learn things that although we did not want to know we find out anyway and it’s what we wanted to know all along and it just make everything better.

In life there are many ways to live, by the sword, or as the romantic, or do you just walk a path that will not really get you anywhere at all. The path down the middle of good and evil. But then they are just points of view so you cannot really say if you are good or evil as we are all viewed from the light the viewer stands in.

If you were to live forever hat would really tax you the most the fact that you were the same forever or is it you have to watch everything change around you so you have to learn more as you do, but how do you fill a cup that is already full?

You don’t because the cup is never full you can always fill the cup some more as the cup is not a fixed entity it is always expanding and becoming bigger as we grow older and become wiser

There is then the idea of the box but i will elaborate more in my next report.

Till Later I’ll see you on the battlefield.

The truth! To one person it is and to another its just lies.

Oh how things have a crawl way of going full cycle it’s been
quite some time since I wrote a blog but as I cannot remember my user name ore
password for my old one thought I would just start a new blog.

It was meant to be simple boy meets girl, fall in love live happily
ever after. All well and good but really just look at Romeo & Juliet.

Just when one thinks they have it all in their lives
something comes and destroys it, I meet someone there almost perfect I feel
like I could tell her anything and that she could tell me anything and there is
so much I want to tell you but now you do not want to know, you are the first
person who I have had a deep connection with since what happened between me and
“le patron”
but that is another story.

It is said that in life we all make chooses that influences
everything but I wonder is it through my own actions that these things happen
to me or is it the fact that I am just to nice and kind for my own good, but
then sometimes we have to be kind and nice to meet new friend’s. Even with that
said there is so much that makes us who we are yet it is said that there is
someone out there for us all the problem is usually just finding them and the
having to wait but is that ever a bad thing but after the past year that I’ve
had I question is it worth the wait any longer.

I will always love her maybe not as a husband loves his wife
nor a pair of lovers love each other but as more and I think we have both
always loved each other but not in that way. Then have we both just been
telling each other what we want to hear from one another? Or maybe not.