Hay all
Contort to common gossip around the water cooler I’m not dead, ok if I am I missed how I died so I’ll catch the re-run and let you know how it went. Sorry I have not been posting much in the past few weeks but have been busy, but I’m back now.
Happy valentine’s day to you as well Keeley sorry I missed it but it’s only a day used by the corporations to make money, to show love and that you care for someone you say it every day and not just because its valentine’s day but because you love them the same every day. No I spent the day by myself and just sent a signal pink and white Lilly but it went un-noticed.
Thanks Gregg for thinking that Hugh Grant would be good at plying me on screen but dunno how it a film about my life would go. Maybe one day I might wright it and sell it to a studio.
If there is no one who cares for you then why do I care for them? Most people I can’t talk for but for me I care because I’m a fool? An idiot? No I see the best in every one and then get treated like crap and then paying by being walked all over. Some people avoid this by being a twat or a cock or an ass that way they don’t get treat like crap and they do get the girls or at least from what I have seen they do. Alas I cannot be like the I still have my honor and my reputation as a gentleman to keep me going.
A quick hypothetical, what would you do in my places?
I reach a wooden brige only room for one person to cross. You get half way and you meet someone walking from the other side. It’s the one I love they have a gun.
What do you do?
I shoot!
Her? Why?
NO MYSELF!
Why?
So she can save her bullets and so I don’t have to suffer the pain of her betraying me by not killing me but by shooting me and leaving me there to die with the pain of the wound and the fact she did not kill me.
JUSTIFY!
I love her and I treat her like a goddess and would give her the world if she wanted it, but she treats me like a slave.
Till later I will see you on the battlefield. It’s not over yet!
