In all my years I do not think I have been as alone as I am
at this moment in time, here by myself again while everyone else is asleep I’m
just sat waiting till the morning for the others to get up, the joys of not
sleeping at night, or not going out with one of the girls.
at this moment in time, here by myself again while everyone else is asleep I’m
just sat waiting till the morning for the others to get up, the joys of not
sleeping at night, or not going out with one of the girls.
I’m happy to wait for them all to get up because the need
sleep witch unlike myself I can survive without sleep and speed the time
working rather than being laid in bed or sat on the end of it. Truthful I would
rather be laid in bed with “le patron” being laid there with her is the best
places I could ever be. But it’s not often I get the time just watch the world
go by and its some of the most well worth the time I’ve spent with her and that
I would happily do it again.
sleep witch unlike myself I can survive without sleep and speed the time
working rather than being laid in bed or sat on the end of it. Truthful I would
rather be laid in bed with “le patron” being laid there with her is the best
places I could ever be. But it’s not often I get the time just watch the world
go by and its some of the most well worth the time I’ve spent with her and that
I would happily do it again.
I’m not jellies of her and her having a boyfriend but
everyone knows that he is not right for her she is my best friend and we have
been more on and off over the years. But he just uses her to run him around and
just for sex, instead of keeping promises that she has made to her friends just
to keep him happy. I know that she loves him and she does it because she loves
him and wants to keep him happy and not to lose him. At the end of the day I’m
happy for her because she is happy witch at the end of the day is the most
important thing, all because she is the most important thing to me and I will
always stand by her no matter what happens.
everyone knows that he is not right for her she is my best friend and we have
been more on and off over the years. But he just uses her to run him around and
just for sex, instead of keeping promises that she has made to her friends just
to keep him happy. I know that she loves him and she does it because she loves
him and wants to keep him happy and not to lose him. At the end of the day I’m
happy for her because she is happy witch at the end of the day is the most
important thing, all because she is the most important thing to me and I will
always stand by her no matter what happens.
Just being here and now weighting this reminds me how little
love, care or affection people show me the outcast who is unloved and left out
in the cold by everyone, even by those who say they love me but do they or are
they just saying that to get what they want from me or is it just there way of
showing me that they love me? If it is then it’s quite a warped way of doing it
even by my standards and that’s saying a lot or am I just hopping that someone
loves me.
love, care or affection people show me the outcast who is unloved and left out
in the cold by everyone, even by those who say they love me but do they or are
they just saying that to get what they want from me or is it just there way of
showing me that they love me? If it is then it’s quite a warped way of doing it
even by my standards and that’s saying a lot or am I just hopping that someone
loves me.
Sorry about talking so long to post again and then not posting
it straight away but I have been busy and away from the computer for a bit.
Also I must apologies for not expanding on the idea of the queen of my heart
but hopefully I will in my next report.
it straight away but I have been busy and away from the computer for a bit.
Also I must apologies for not expanding on the idea of the queen of my heart
but hopefully I will in my next report.
Till later I will see you on the battlefield.
It sounds like somebody needs a hug!
ReplyDeleteIt appears that you have quite a complex relationship with this le patron character, perhaps one day your story will be used as the basis for a romantic comedy, Hugh Grant could play the role of you.
It may do you well to remember in these tough times the words of the great Gary Numan; Love is like clock law.
Hello a1cabal, im so glad to c u poasted again! I wood say Happy Valetine Day but im 2 leight now ha ha. I hope u spended Valentnines' Day with the 1u love. At the end of a day u know who make u hapy, and u just haff 2spend as much thyme with them as can, becoss at the end of a day, nothin last forever, every1 will leeve u in the end, so u jus have to b hapy and trust that everythin whill work out . evrything happens for reason's, clown's wear clown nose's and ice cream go's in ice cream cone's, its in the name really. u can tel a lot from a name even thow they say a rose by a difernt name wood stil b a rose, but roses have thawns and u can alweys get prickd, but roses r beutifull so at end of day, keep ur chin up ha ha. thinkig of u on this specal day. xxx ps i love gary numan ha ha how wyrd
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