Time is an illusion, lunchtime bubbly so and the time I spend with you more so.

How so much has changed over the course of a year. At about
the time I am writing this now about this time last year I was chatting to one
of the best girls I have ever. Oh how times have changed we still chat and
stuff but how time has changed.

Now this year “le patron” me and her both have seen how the
world is to change and how it has for us both, even though we both walk a similar
path to one another time seems to have taken a drastic toll on me more than
her, with every hour I’m with you it seems like a second.

I wish these times we spend together would never end, but
everything must end in the end as zero must be re set back to zero or it will
all start again but it all starting again is not what we all want to happen as
this could prove bad for us all.

But now in these small hours some two or so hours after I started
typing this I sit and wait for the sun to rise over the trees just to say it’s
a new day now. With this new day I will return to where I have come from back
to a places where I don’t know who is friend or who is foe. The places where
another is someone who has had such an impact on my life almost as much as “le
patron”. Someone who we sit together all the time chat and just enjoy each
other’s company and every now and then do a bit of work together, someone who I
want to tell all but fear how she will take it.

Hear we both have sat and just eat ben & jerries’
together or watch a film together and just watch the hours fly past us and note
that the world does not see us anything big but just as ants. Yet we are more
than ants or so I hope, I hope we will be greater than that, yet ants make ant
hills and you are my queen.

She is the queen of my heart but this is an idea I’ll expand
on in my next report.

Till later I will see you on the battlefield.

P.S. I know that its not in the middle of the nite i'm posting this but i fell asleep before i could post it so i'm posting it now. enjoy.