productive year, I will not at least in this post write about what new year’s resolutions
I have made, but I will cover new and old topics, I hope you find it interesting
reading.
and evil or the light side and the dark side these are both just points. I have
a feeling that over the past few days I have slipped from my view of the light
more to my own view of the dark. It has been a journey that has not been one
that has been nice.
of the Jedi Order, Yoda, Star Wars. This teaching tells us much; the philosophy
is true behind it as we all sometimes take these small steps down this path.
will love me back in the same way, the fear of living alone and being alone is
hard for me when all of my close friends are now in relationships, engaged to
be married or married. It is the one thing that I hope to have happen for
myself. We all live in fear of something in our hearts but it is then it is replaced
by anger.
the fact that you are angry with yourself because you cannot find the love that
you are looking for but least of all you are angry because you have fail not
the ones you love but yourself. Then all that is left is the hatred that you
create of yourself because you’re so angry with yourself.
it what has caused most of everything that has happened. But the hate is the
one thing that eats us all from the inside unless we all know how to stop it
and if it succeeds then all there is suffering.
just bearable it is the last barrier that stops me from losing myself forever
and becoming something that I was once but now am much better than that. With all
these steps complete one would be one with the dark side if only it was less
than an idea or a point of view.
has happened lead me to the fear of living without her or without anyone. There
is then the anger that fuels from such loneliness and how prosthetic you feel
from it. Witches create hatred that leads you down a self-destructive path that
leads you only to suffering from the loss of everything you have loss because of
her and because of yourself.
I am a gentleman.
Also contrary to common option I am a nice person.
will expand on in my next report.
There's a dark side to my house, round the alley which leads into the copse near a small lane mostly populated by hydrangea. It's taken me a long time to stop going there; it's often too dark to see, I'm worried about misplacing something, stumbling quite hard on my bad elbow, or being manipulated by a sith lord.
ReplyDeleteI myself have crossed the line between the dark side and the light many a time, in fact, Lord Gower claimed that in my confused adolescent years I somewhat blurred the boundaries between light and dark. I had some real adventures in those days, I've recalled a few in my own blog if you'd care to take a look at some point.
ReplyDeleteReturning to the topic at hand however, I feel you have once more raised some very good points. I have to say that some of your words made my friends and I take a good hard look at ourselves in a way we haven't had to do since we first heard "In the air tonight" by Phil Collins, that song still makes me well up.
I have two questions I would like to ask based upon your report, firstly; you mention something towards the end about witches creating hatred, I just wondered if you could expand on that?
secondly, I have no doubt that you are a nice person, what fools have suggested otherwise?